The Greatest Mistake of My Life

Holding Absence

2021 Released

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Awake

01 : 15

Celebration Song

04 : 26

Curse Me With Your Kiss

05 : 30

Afterlife

03 : 46

Drugs and Love

04 : 55

In Circles

04 : 46

Nomoreroses

03 : 54

Beyond Belief

04 : 16

Die Alone (In Your Lover’s Arms)

05 : 30

Phantoms

01 : 37

Mourning Song

07 : 00

The Greatest Mistake of My Life

01 : 26

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Track Lyrics

In Circles Lyrics

[Verse 1]

Crushed like a bug

Under the weight of listlessness

Maybe I could have learned how to fly

But my wings never sprouted

People just go on and on in circles, in circles

[Chorus]

I wake to the sound of the hum

Of the earth just spinning around and

There's not much for me to do

But count the days and look at photos of you

People just go on and on in circles, in circles

[Verse 2]

I was a fool

To have thought that I was worth more than just a short life

And a lifetime under dirt

"Dare to dream," that's what you told me

There's more to life than just your

Reluctant love and your begrudging touch

You've set like the sun, maybe that's enough

But if we lay here, maybe we could stay here

Maybe we could die here, wouldn't that be fine, dear?

[Chorus]

I wake to the sound of the hum

Of the earth just spinning around and

There's not much for me to do

But count the days and look at photos of you

People just go on and on in circles, in circles

[Outro]

(People just go on and on in circles, in circles)

I live my life inside of this cocoon

Just like a flower too afraid to bloom

(People just go on and on in circles, in circles)

I live my life inside of this cocoon

And I'll die here

Nomoreroses Lyrics

[Intro]

If God is just and fair

Why wasn't my heart spared?

[Verse 1]

I've waited all my life

To see this holy light

You're smothering my eyes

I wanna see it, I wanna feel it

The harder that I pray

The more you make it rain

I'm soaked in all this pain

Forgive me for drowning

Deafen me with your voice

You stuffed me with this void

[Chorus]

And if I've done you wrong by not enduring this pain

Well, where were you and all your eternal holy grace?

[Verse 2]

I've been sitting on your front porch, knocking on your front door

Knocking till my knuckles turn red raw

I've been sitting in the ether, looking for beliеf

I'm lost like a whistle in the wind

I'vе been kneeling on my bare bones

Speaking with my eyes closed

Keeping both my knuckles pressing my nose

But nothing that I ever do

Will close this hole inside of me

If you are just and fair

Why won't you meet me there?

[Chorus]

And if I've done you wrong by not enduring this pain

Well, where were you and all your eternal holy grace?

[Outro]

How many tear-stained sonatas must I sing for you to see?

I never believed in you because you never believed in me

Mourning Song Lyrics

[Verse 1]

I was thinking of leaving

With the world placed firmly at my feet

Nothing left to gain

Nothing left to give you

If I could simply stop breathing

Maybe then the ache would go away

Nowhere left to run

Nothing left to run from

[Pre-Chorus]

And when you looked me in the eyes

How could I have known that that would be your final goodbye?

[Chorus]

How is it fair I must live this life

Without your infinite light and guidance?

How is it fair you had no choice of when you left?

And now we all live in the shadow of it

[Verse 2]

In your slumber, you've shown me

All the little things that you're deprived

Of every single thing that I took for granted

Now I sit here in mourning

Knowing that you left while you were lost

And now I'm petrified

Of leaving before I belonged

My entire life is shrouded now

That death's black wing eclipsed your sunshine

And if I have to live for you

In spite of all

The pain that I might feel that I go through

That's something that I swear to do

[Chorus]

How is it fair I must live this life

Without your infinite light and guidance?

How is it fair you had no choice of when you left?

And now we all live in the shadow of it

[Bridge]

There is beauty in any loss that teaches you a lesson

All the beautiful friends we leave behind without ever forgetting

Though life will move without you, I will never move along

If this is my last chance to sing you to sleep

[Outro]

There is beauty in any loss that teaches you a lesson

All the beautiful friends we leave behind without ever forgetting

Though life will move without you, I will never move along

If this is my last chance to sing you to sleep

Then let this be my mourning song