Holding Absence
Holding Absence
2019 ReleasedUpvote Your Favorite Album Today!
Be the first one to vote Holding Absence!
Digging into Holding Absence - what's your favorite track or standout moment? 🤘
1
Perish
05 : 28
2
Your Love (Has Ruined My Life)
04 : 28
3
Like a Shadow
03 : 55
4
You Are Everything
04 : 42
5
Marigold
04 : 04
6
To Fall Asleep
03 : 57
7
Monochrome
03 : 38
8
A Godsend
04 : 28
9
Last of the Evening Light
04 : 18
10
Purge
02 : 18
11
Wilt
06 : 38
Sponsor content
Track Lyrics
Your Love (Has Ruined My Life) Lyrics
[Intro]
It has a certain ring, "Love's a funny thing"
[Verse 1]
You're always watching me everywhere, I know
Moving on is hard when you don't want to let go
Like the homesick Caribou must return to the snow
I'll find you in another life, I hope
And though I'm not religious, I've been shaking hands with Jesus
[Chorus]
When I am finally dead
Maybe I'll come back as someone else
And after all this pain
I can love you in the end
"You're someone I'll find"
It wasn't a lie
And after all this time
Your love has ruined my life
Your love has ruined my life
[Verse 2]
The world is brimming with life, and I'm so alone
My heart is bursting with love, and where does it go?
(Where does it go?)
[Chorus]
When I am finally dead
Maybe I'll come back as someone else
And after all this pain
I can love you in the end
"You're someone I'll find"
It wasn't a lie
And after all this time
Your love has ruined my life
[Post-Chorus]
How can I live my life deprived of your love, of your love?
[Bridge]
Will I ever heal? I just don't know
But without you, the open world feels so closed
Will I ever heal? I just don't know
But without you, the open world feels so closed
[Chorus]
When I am finally dead
Maybe I'll come back as someone else
And after all this pain
I can love you in the end
"You're someone I'll find"
It wasn't a lie
After all this time
Your love has ruined my life
[Outro]
Will I ever heal? I just don't know
But without you, the open world feels so closed
Will I ever heal? I just don't know
But without you, the open world feels so closed
Your love has ruined my life
You Are Everything Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Some kind of doubt poisons my mind
Some kind of hope we struggle to find
Dreams die young, so don't forget to chase them
[Chorus]
The devil on my shoulder hums an old drone
My fingertips are just blood, nerve, and bone
I'm seeking solace in the promise
That there is more to life than this
[Post-Chorus]
All of the blood, sweat, and tears
I shed to drown out the fears
[Verse 2]
It's been a thousand weeks of grinding my teeth
The salt of the earth has started tasting bittersweet
A silver spoon will only choke you in your sleep
I earned my heart, I'm proud of every beat
And if you hear through the grapevine
That I fell from a great height
The fire in my heart has lived a lifetime
So I don't mind, no, I don't mind
I'm still here to make my loved ones proud
To make everyone who ever walked away, turn around
From dust we must return to the ground
You owe it to yourself, you are eternally bound
To face the facts and face the truth
That the hand that you're dealt is determined by you
And if the breath in your lungs isn't reason to sing
Realise you're enough, you are everything
[Chorus]
The devil on my shoulder hums an old drone
My fingertips are just blood, nerve, and bone
I'm seeking solace in the promise
That there is more to life than this
[Bridge]
And if you hear through the grapevine that I fell from a great height
The fire in my heart has lived a lifetime
So I don't mind, no, I don't mind
[Post-Chorus]
All of the blood, sweat, and tears
I shed to drown out the fears
[Outro]
Over and over again
Blessed are the beasts that we make of ourselves
Over and over again
Over and over again and again and again
Marigold Lyrics
[Verse 1]
We began just an orchid
"You will bloom through the mud, kid"
Timeless, we knew of no day and night
I blew away like Notus
Fell asleep like a lotus
Our love divided, hiatus
I could never grow to hate us
[Chorus]
Marigold, you'll never know
Marigold, you'll never know
[Verse 2]
I was up all hours
"You never bought me flowers"
To me, acacia ingrained
We grew farther as it rained
[Chorus]
Marigold, you'll never know
Marigold, you'll never know
[Bridge]
Now just a corpse, we carry on
We're nothing more than carrion
Years later, minutes feel like hours
As you wilt away, my wallflower
[Chorus]
Marigold, you'll never know
Marigold