Blood Money - Part 1

3 ContributorsIntro: Confessions of a Felon LyricsI play the cards I was given

I survive for a living

I get you high for a living

I watch you die for a living

Believe that

[Intro]

According to this, you're already dead

(Oh)

[Verse 1]

Once I bled for revolution

Fueled by a life of crime

Did my part for revolution

Stood the test of time

[Pre-Chorus]

Well I said, "Fuck it, fuck it"

And you said, "Fuck it, fuck it"

We all said, "Fuck it, fuck it"

Hit me right between the eyes

[Chorus]

I never thought I'd be alive after 1999

I should of motherfucking died back in 1999

[Verse 2]

Rock 'n' roll, degeneration

Sex and suicide

Selfish soul, disintegration

Slaved me to the high

[Pre-Chorus]

Well I said, "Fuck it, fuck it"

And you said, "Fuck it, fuck it"

We all said, "Fuck it, fuck it"

Hit me right between the eyes

[Chorus]

I never thought I'd be alive after 1999

I should of motherfucking died back in 1999

I never thought I'd be alive after 1999

I should of motherfucking died back in 1999

[Bridge]

There is no wise old men

There's just us

We've done the best we can

Everything still sucks

We all take a turn

The scars we earn

We live, we learn, we die, we burn

[Pre-Chorus]

Well I said, "Fuck it, fuck it"

And you said, "Fuck it, fuck it"

We all said, "Fuck it, fuck it"

Hit me right between the eyes

[Chorus]

I never thought I'd be alive after 1999

I should of motherfucking died back in 1999

I never thought I'd be alive after 1999

I should of motherfucking died back in 1999

I should of motherfucking died back in 1999

I should of motherfucking died back in 1999

[Outro]

According to this, you're already dead

According to this, you're already dead

According to this, you're already dead

You're already dead

You're already dead

[Verse 1]

Life and love and holidays

Just don't seem as good anymore

As they should anymore

Sex and drugs just ain't the same

They don't feel as good anymore

As they should anymore

[Pre-Chorus]

Ever since you went away

I'm not the same

[Chorus]

I can't remember who I am anymore (I'll take the blame)

I can't remember anything worth living for

My dreams are dead and gone (dead and gone)

My heart's been overdrawn (I'm not the same)

I can't remember anything worth living for

[Hook]

Taking it down to a new low even for me

Taking it down to a new low even for me

[Verse 2]

Happy birthday to myself

Just don't sing as good anymore

As it could anymore

And knowing you're with someone else

When I can't pick myself off of the floor

Even worse than before

[Pre-Chorus]

Ever since you went away

I'm not the same

[Chorus]

I can't remember who I am anymore (I'll take the blame)

I can't remember anything worth living for

My dreams are dead and gone (dead and gone)

My heart's been overdrawn (I'm not the same)

I can't remember anything worth living for

[Bridge]

Taking it down, taking it down (to a new low)

Taking it down, taking it down (to a new low)

Taking it down, taking it down flying solo

Taking it down

[Hook]

Taking it down to a new low even for me

Taking it down to a new low even for me

Taking it down to a new low even for me

Taking it down to a new low even for me

[Pre-Chorus]

Ever since you went away

I'm not the same

[Chorus]

I can't remember who I am anymore (I'll take the blame)

I can't remember anything worth living for

My dreams are dead and gone (dead and gone)

My heart's been overdrawn (I'm not the same)

I can't remember anything worth living for

[Hook]

Taking it down to a new low even for me

Taking it down to a new low even for me

Taking it down to a new low even for me

Taking it down to a new low even for me

[Spoken Intro]

When someone believes in you man you can do anything any fucking thing in the entire universe and when you believe right back in that someone then watch out world because no one can stop you no one

[Verse 1]

I'm still bleeding but I'm not leaving

And you're still being a motherfuckin' runaway

I don't believe it and I don't need it

I don't foresee it, motherfuckin' on the way

You're such a fuckin' disgrace

[Pre-Chorus]

Stop your crying

Cause you're driving me insane

I think you're lying

Cause it's written all over your face

[Chorus]

Such a fuckin' disgrace

You little hypocrite limp wrist bitch, say it to my face

I'll fuckin' blow you away

You little hypocrite bitch, it's written all over your face

(Then watch out world)

[Verse 2]

You don't stop faking, you keep on taking

You won't stop making, now motherfucker fall away

I'm still breathing, so I'm not leaving

And I'm not even on mother fuckin' holiday

I spit blood in your face

(Such a fuckin disgrace)

[Pre-Chorus]

Stop your crying

It's like a bullet through my brain

I think you're lying

Cause it's written all over your face

[Chorus]

Such a fuckin' disgrace

You little hypocrite limp wrist bitch, say it to my face

I'll fuckin' blow you away

You little hypocrite bitch, it's written all over your face

[Bridge]

I spit blood in your face

I spit blood in your face

You're such a fuckin' disgrace

I spit blood in your face

Such a fuckin' disgrace

Such a fuckin' disgrace

Such a fuckin' disgrace

And it's written all over your face

[Chorus]

Such a fuckin' disgrace

You little hypocrite limp wrist bitch, say it to my face

I'll fuckin' blow you away

You little hypocrite bitch, it's written all over your face

[Verse 1]

So what? Life ain't fair

Nothing's right, no one cares

So what? Christ I swear

So what? I don't care

[Pre-Chorus]

I don't care

I don't care

I don't care

[Chorus]

I'm selfish (I'm selfish)

And I smoke and drink too much

I'm selfish (I'm selfish)

It's just me, I'm not you, I'm fucked up

I'm selfish (I'm selfish)

And sometimes I like it rough

I'm selfish (I'm selfish)

It's just me, I'm not you, I'm fucked up

[Hook]

I'm selfish (I'm selfish)

So what? (So what?)

I'm selfish (I'm selfish)

So what? (So what?)

[Verse 2]

So what? Life ain't fair

Time ticks by but goes nowhere

So what? Christ I swear

So what? I don't care

[Pre-Chorus]

I don't care

I don't care

I don't care

[Chorus]

I'm selfish (I'm selfish)

And I smoke and drink too much

I'm selfish (I'm selfish)

It's just me, I'm not you, I'm fucked up

I'm selfish (I'm selfish)

And sometimes I like it rough

I'm selfish (I'm selfish)

It's just me, I'm not you, I'm fucked up

[Hook]

I'm selfish (I'm selfish)

So what? (So what?)

I'm selfish (I'm selfish)

So what? (So what?)

[Bridge]

I don't care

I don't care

I don't care

I don't care

I don't care

I don't care

I don't care

[Chorus]

I'm selfish (I'm selfish)

And I smoke and drink too much

I'm selfish (I'm selfish)

It's just me, I'm not you, I'm fucked up

I'm selfish (I'm selfish)

And sometimes I like it rough

I'm selfish (I'm selfish)

It's just me, I'm not you, I'm fucked up

I'm selfish (I'm selfish)

[Hook]

So what? (So what?)

I'm selfish (I'm selfish)

So what? (So what?)

I'm selfish (I'm selfish)

So what? (So what?)

I'm selfish (I'm selfish)

So what? (So what?)

[Verse 1]

I'm walking down this broken road, I've never been here before

So fucking bored, I can't explain (It doesn't mean a thing)

I'm going lower than I ever dreamt of going before

So fucking low I can't explain (I can't explain the pain)

[Chorus]

So what, I'd rather be numb

You know what, I'd rather be numb

So what, I'd rather be numb

(From the sex and the drugs and the spotlight too)

You know what, I'd never be numb

(From the pain and the blame and the black and blue)

(So what I'd rather be numb

So what, so what)

[Verse 2]

I asked my mother what she'd do if she could do it again

She said she'd probably do the same (She wouldn't change a thing)

Forgive me father for I know not why I'm drowning in sin

I guess I do it all in vain (It doesn't mean a thing)

[Chorus]

So what, I'd rather be numb

You know what, I'd rather be numb

So what, I'd rather be numb

(From the sex and the drugs and the spotlight too)

You know what, I'd rather be numb

(From the pain and the blame and the black and blue)

[Bridge]

So put me under again, I don't mind

Put me under again, I feel fine

Can you hold me again, before I die?

Put me under (put me under), put me under again

I'm walking down this broken road, I've never been here before

So fucking bored I can't explain (I can't explain the pain)

[Chorus]

So what, I'd rather be numb

You know what, I'd rather be numb

So what, I'd rather be numb

(From the sex and the drugs and the spotlight too)

You know what, I'd rather be numb

(From the pain and the blame and the black and blue)

(So what, I'd rather be numb

So what, so what

So what, I'd rather be numb

So what, so what)