Suicide Notes and Butterfly Kisses
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A Song for the Optimists
04 : 39
2
Dilated
03 : 35
3
Ain’t Love Grand
03 : 43
4
Living Each Day Like You’re Already Dead
02 : 45
5
Deanne the Arsonist
03 : 42
6
Someone’s Standing on My Chest
04 : 09
7
At Least I Know I’m a Sinner
03 : 22
8
Tulips Are Better
03 : 32
9
A Vampire’s Lament
03 : 20
10
Lip Gloss and Black
05 : 05
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Track Lyrics
Deanne the Arsonist Lyrics
[Intro]
Go!
[Verse 1]
Coward, the next time
You want to fuck me over
Stab me in the front
Can I still see my future in your eyes
Or can I picture myself
Stone dead in your embrace
And your cruel crimson smile
Kills me quietly
[Verse 2]
No one could have their moments
Free from your withering touch...
Fuck off like you're the only one
Who has ever cried or been broken by love
Spare me your pity party
Drunk off your own misfortunes
Wallowing in your blissful
Melancholy
[Verse 3]
Can you taste my blood?
You knew that this would kill me
But you carried on and on
With your selfish shit
Everyone cared about you
Why couldn't you, instead your greed
Compelled you
To steal other silver linings
[Verse 4]
Burnt down my world
You killed my hope
Spread out the ash and walked away
How could you just
Close off your eyes
Turn tail and run
You are the greatest coward
[Bridge]
Come on!
[Verse 5]
Damn right I am still pissed...
Next time I see you we will see
Who has the upper hand
Kiss my fist
Taste the floor
Tired of your games
Fuck off goodbye
Someone’s Standing on My Chest Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Starving, searching this barren wasteland
Trying to grasp being this alone
Pleading for a breath of fresh air, someone's standing on my chest
Dying I'm asphyxiating myself
(I kill myself)
[Chorus]
Break myself, slave to my weakness, choke on my words
Oh I'm drowning and I feel so alone
Break myself, slave to my weakness, choke on my words
The lights are on and I wish I was home
[Chorus]
Break myself, slave to my weakness, choke on my words
Oh I'm drowning and I feel so alone
Break myself, slave to my weakness, choke on my words
The lights are on and I wish I was home
[Verse 2]
My lips are screaming pretty nothings
My ears are bleeding for want of words
(Fuck words I need actions)
Hope has left me fucking shattered
Someone's standing on my chest
Alone would be a pleasant change from here
[Bridge]
Go!
How do you gauge loneliness?
How do you gauge loneliness?
How do you gauge loneliness?
Have you ever felt so alone?
[Verse 3]
It feels like the light will never reach me here
I am choking back my longing for shed tears
So strangulated by my lonesome fears
Please don't worry too much
It only hurts when I breathe
[Outro]
This only hurts every time I breathe (When I breathe)
It only hurts when I breathe
At Least I Know I’m a Sinner Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Lift up a stone and you will find him
Cherish the beauty in the world around us
Not in buildings or crosses made by man
Judge me, fuck you, stop playing god
Your forked tongue prophecies
Carelessly caressing the wounds of the weak
People like you should be crucified
Then maybe, just maybe, you would have an idea
Of what you are talking about
[Pre-Chorus]
My only solace is that one day
Judgment will come for the wicked, then we will see who burns
My only solace is that one day
Judgment will come for the wicked, then we will see who burns
[Chorus]
Raise your heads, unclasp your hands
Your weakness makes me tremble
True strength comes from within
And we were given this life to live
Not exist under standards
Set by some bullshit rule book
[Verse 3]
What prayers of yours, were ever answered, by degrading others
Spare me your biblical back peddling nonsense
For the people that you've hurt, and the being you dishonor
Your fall from grace will finally justify my means
Judge me and now you are me and what's worse
You are now a traitor to your god
Tell me Judas, how does it feel to be looked down upon
Sinners like you should be strung up from the highest tree
[Pre-Chorus]
My only solace is that one day
Judgment will come for the wicked, then we will see who burns
My only solace is that one day
Judgment will come for the wicked, then we will see who burns
[Chorus]
Raise your heads, unclasp your hands
Your weakness makes me tremble
True strength comes from within
And we were given this life to live
Not exist under standards
Set by some bullshit rule book
[Outro]
You judged me and now you are me, stop playing god
You judged me and now you are me, stop playing god
Tulips Are Better Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Crystal clear I see the rose is frail
The thorns hide easily in its beauty
As I go to grasp it in my hand
My heart is torn beating from my chest
[Chorus]
Let me be captivated
By your beauty
Then let me fall from your grace
Unto my broken knees
Close my eyes so tightly
The tears are welling up
You aren't worth the waste
Of the salt or the water
[Verse 2]
Watch the sun play in your hair
And I couldn't really care
Care any less about you
Watch the sun play in your hair
I couldn't really care
Care any less about you
[Verse 3]
Fuck all your false beauty
It was transparent just like your smile - liar
Your thorns caress my flesh
Crimson drops on a snowy field - liar
I have watched you retrogress
I seen what you've become - liar
Please take your eyes off of me
It's funny how fast blue eyes fade to gray - liar
[Chorus]
Let me be captivated by your beauty
And then let me fall from your grace
Unto my broken knees
Close my eyes so tightly
The tears are welling up
You aren't worth the waste
Of the salt or the fucking water
[Bridge]
And you are deceit
[Outro]
Just wither away real beauty is forever... in you
Just wither away real beauty is forever... in you
Just wither away real beauty is forever... in you
Just wither away real beauty is forever... in you
Lip Gloss and Black Lyrics
[Verse 1]
If I gave you pretty enough words
Could you paint a picture of us that works?
An emphasis on function rather than design
Aren't you tired? 'Cause I will carry you
On a broken back and blown out knees
I have been where you are for a while
[Chorus]
Aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream
All the stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night
Every evening that I die
[Bridge]
I am exhumed
Just a little less human and a lot more bitter and cold
I am exhumed
Just a little less human and a lot more bitter and cold
I am exhumed
Just a little less human and a lot more bitter and cold
I am exhumed
Just a little less human
[Verse 2]
After all these images of pain
Have cut right through you
I will kiss every scar
And weep you are not alone
Then I'll show you that place
In my chest where my heart
Still tries to beat
It still tries to beat
[Chorus]
Aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream
All the stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night
Every evening that I die
[Outro]
Live, love burn, die
Live, love burn, die
Live, love burn, die
Live, love burn, die