Stage Four

23 ContributorsNew Halloween LyricsOn the second track of Stage Four Bolm reflects on how it surprises him that a year has went by since his mother has passed and on how hard it is to live without her and how it still affect him in his day to… Read More Somehow it's already been a year

Embracing all diversions to make this feeling disappear

Now I just feel you everywhere

It coincides with the guilt of knowing that I wasn't there

I was told that you wouldn't have known

Told myself I was where you'd want me to be

(But it's not that easy)

I tried to be your light

Did my best to shine

Nothing I do feels right

As I went out all the time

How has it already been a year?

I skip over songs, because they're too hard to hear

Like track two on Benji or "What Sarah Said"

They just hit too close when I'm already in my head

I was told you were half asleep

Told myself you would be proud of me

(But it's not that easy)

I tried to be your light

Did my best to shine

Nothing I do feels right

As I went out all the time

Somehow it's already been a year

You keep finding new ways to make yourself reappear

I hope you never leave me be

I haven't found that courage to listen to your last message to me

[Chorus]

You left a hole in this earth

And you paid for it up front

I had to fill it with dirt

While your friend sang the song

May the Lord

Mighty God

Bless and keep you forever

Grant you peace

Perfect peace

Courage in every endeavor

It was a sunny day in Norfolk

Next to the tree that caught your eye

I walked the ground you grew on

With my brother at my side

I'm still taking it all in

I'm adapting to this loss

People say that with time it gets easier

But I just think that they are wrong

[Chorus]

You left a hole in this earth

And you paid for it up front

I had to fill it with dirt

While your friend sang the song

May the Lord

Mighty God

Bless and keep you forever

Grant you peace

Perfect peace

Courage in every endeavor