Everything in My Mind
Nevertel
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Holding On
03 : 40
2
Back on Me
02 : 59
3
Everything in My Mind
03 : 43
4
All I Need
03 : 25
5
Life Like This
02 : 18
6
New Friend
02 : 58
7
What’s it Mean?
01 : 55
8
Know My Loneliness
03 : 21
9
Dark Cloud
04 : 32
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Track Lyrics
Holding On Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Welcome in
I'll tell you everything that's on my mind
But only if you stay a while
Think I'm running out of time allowed
I feel the cold breath of death behind now
[Chorus]
But I'm holding on (But I'm holding on)
I've been holding on so long
No, I can't be wrong (No, I can't be wrong)
I've been holding on so long
And I'm so impatient, I've done my time
I'm calling out for a goddamn sign
While I'm holding on
While I'm holding on
[Verse 2]
I'm all in your head, I'm in your psyche
Dismantle a mental that's bolted tightly
I've been sipping on occasion on a lack of motivation
I've been at it since the basement
Let's just have a conversation, you and me
Let me tell you bout a dream
It was all imaginary 'till I made it to a team
Yeah, 'till I made it to a team
Had this shit planned out since when I was fourteen
I'm out here looking for a spell
Throwing coins at the wishing wells
Back then no one wished me well
You would never know 'cause you could never tell
I'm just waiting on the bail 'cause I'm locked up in a cell and it's hurting like hell
Moving music like it's product like we in the cartel
Yeah, like we in the cartel
Had to move a bit in silence just to drop a bombshell
[Chorus]
But I'm holding on
I've been holding on so long
No, I can't be wrong
I've been holding on so long
And I'm so impatient, I've done my time
I'm calling out for a goddamn sign
While I'm holding on
While I'm holding on
Back on Me Lyrics
[Verse 1]
You said I'd never ever hurt you
Well, you lied and I'm trying to move on
But it's the third time that you called me up crying
You're just doing that to get in my heart
Third time waking up in your apartment
And I smell like Henny from the other night
[Pre-Hook]
'Cause I'm so weak when I'm drunk
So I'm getting sober, I've had enough now
Girl it's over, I'm done with you
No goodbyes, no
There's no love when I look in your eyes
I feel cold by your side
There's no love when I look in your eyes
Oh, why
[Hook]
Why you turn your back on me even when you know I'm right
I'm sick of all the things you do, yeah I think that you're losing sight
Yeah you can turn you back on me, I don't really mind
But don't look back on me at no other time
'Cause when you're back on me yeah I know that it don't feel right
[Post-Hook]
Yeah, sometimes you just make me wanna die
Are you happier now?
Sometimes I just wanna die
Are you happy?
[Verse 2]
Whenever you're the center, oh you're sweeter than honey
But your sour with your lover, what a sad way of life
It's obvious I'm trying
Instead of clarifying, you ball me up and throw me away
Fifth time that you called me up crying
You're just doing that to get in my heart
Fifth time waking up in your apartment
And I smell like Henny from the other night
[Pre-Hook]
'Cause I'm so weak when I'm drunk
So I'm getting sober, I've had enough now
Girl it's over, I'm done with you
No goodbyes, no
[Hook]
Why you turn your back on me even when you know I'm right
I'm sick of all the things you do, yeah I think that you're losing sight
Yeah you can turn you back on me, I don't really mind
But don't look back on me at no other time
'Cause when you're back on me yeah I know that it don't feel right
[Post-Hook]
Yeah, sometimes you just make me wanna die
Are you happier now?
Yeah, sometimes I just wanna die
Are you happy?
Everything in My Mind Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I'm staring at my scattered thoughts
And falling way too far in my head
My head, into my head, my head
It feels like I've got
[Pre-Chorus 1]
Got no directions, gotta find there remedy
[Chorus]
Is my mind broken cause I can't start something new?
Everyone's counting on me
But my mind's broken and I'm left sorting it through
Is this how I'm designed?
[Verse 2]
I've tried, It's so fitting that this happens at the worst time
I start overthinking everything in my mind
And now I don't know how to fake it if don't feel anything
It's been like this for a while now
I watch the hours pass before I start to meltdown
And wish that I was anybody else but me now
Cause what I'm focusing on is blurring the lines
[Pre-Chorus 2]
I'm losing my confidence, feeling like I don't deserve
No acknowledgement
Breaking my promises, I'm being honest
The future is ominous
I wish I was better at solving a problem
Instead of just starting them
I'm giving it everything, giving it all
Just to give it away
[Chorus]
Is my mind broken cause I can't start something new?
Everyone's counting on me
But my mind's broken and I'm left sorting it through
Is this how I'm designed?
[Bridge]
I'm highly conflicted my mind got me feeling like I'm just a copy
Got a lot written down but nothing is sticking
I'm thinking I need a new hobby
Like what is the point If I have no direction
A lot on my plate and I'm feeling the tension
Mentally drained cause I'm over obsessing
On letting them down I hate the rejection
I don't know what I want now!
I hate the rejection but I ain't bout stopping
My mental is lethal, my Thoughts can be toxic
I'm about to break down!
This life got thinking bout loving the pain
I think that I'm broken I'm going insane
[Chorus]
Is my mind broken cause I can't start something new?
Everyone's counting on me
But my mind's broken and I'm left sorting it through
Is this how I'm designed?
Life Like This Lyrics
3 Contributors​life like this LyricsI just gave it all up for a life like this
Stayed up all night for a life like this
Everybody think that I am new to this shit
But I prefer it that way 'cause it be fueling my shit
Like woah
Hold up let me call the surgeon in
Like woah
Anesthesia better kick in
Like go
Like go
I just want to fit in what you know
Try to the pay bills
But it's rough out here
Try to make a mill
Yeah, it's rough out here
I've been tryna get through life
Gotta face my fears
So here we go; cheers
Here's to all thе pain
Without all of that shit there would be no gains, no
It feels wrong
But I liе
They ask me how I feel, I say "fine"
I play along
Say I'm alright
But I'm trying to open doors that were shut tight
Dreaming coast to coast
Keep stripping the spoke
Bitch leave me alone
I got a ways to go
But I keep doing the most
Again, I offer a toast
To all you bitches who hate me
Tell the dealer to pay me
Have 'em running for safety
Keep on calling me crazy
I ain't doing good lately
Hate myself on the daily
I'm done with all this shit
Done with all this shit
Everybody asking where I've been at (Yeah)
Acting like a fool got 'em big mad (Yeah)
I've been on a ride to the tip top, yeah
Still feeling out of time with the wrist watch (Yeah)
Gotta put that shit aside
I don't need no authorize
Don't be acting so surprised
Ima do this till I die
It feels wrong
But I lie
They ask me how I feel, I say "fine"
I play along
Say I'm alright
But I'm trying to open doors that were shut tight
I just gave it all up for a life like this
I just stayed up all night for a life like this
I just gave it all up for a life like this
Pick myself up from the shots that I missed
But I needed that shit now I got a full clip
We'll be passing through your city like that ad up on a blimp
I just gave it all up for a life like this
Know My Loneliness Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I hold this inside, I’m scared that I might
Just suffer alone until I die
I’m far from the light, there’s no one in sight
And I don’t know how to feel right
[Chorus]
How did I get like this?
I’m a failure to coexist lately
Nobody knows me best like know my lonely
Know my loneliness
[Verse 2]
I’m severing ties and I don’t know why
I’m watching the days roll into nights
It’s never the time, I guess that it’s fine
I’m stuck in a fragile state of mind
There’s never a reason, it might be the season
I’m caught in a feeling I can’t shake now
It’s not any secret, I struggle to speak up
I think I might erupt, someone save me
[Chorus]
How did I get like this?
I’m a failure to coexist lately
Nobody knows me best like know my lonely
Know my loneliness
[Bridge]
I was waiting on the right time
To be honest and talk about everything but then
Someone told me there’s no right time, just now, just now
This is all I’ve got, give it one more shot
Now I know next time things fall apart
This is all I’ve got, give it one more shot
If I mess things up I’ll just restart
[Guitar Solo]
[Chorus]
How did I get like this?
I’m a failure to coexist lately
Nobody knows me best like know my lonely
Know my loneliness