L.D. 50

9 ContributorsMonolith LyricsThese symptoms suggested that our evolution, I suppose, from the animal kingdom into human kingdom itself was catalysed or triggered by our encounter with these hallucinogenics, and...

Yes, we are an ape with a symbiotic relationship to a mushroom, and that has given us self reflection, language, religion, and all the spectrum of effects that flow from these things

And one can only wonder how these hallucinogens might effect our future evolution as well

They have brought us to this point and as we make our relationship to them concious, we may be able to take control of our future evolutionary path

[Intro]

No!

[Chorus]

Dig, bury me underneath

Everything that I am rearranging

Dig, bury me underneath

Everything that I was slowly changing

[Verse 1]

I would love to beat the face

Of any motherfucker that's thinkin' they can change me

White knuckles grip pushing through for the gold

If you want a piece of me I broke the motherfuckin' mold

[Pre-Chorus]

I'm drowning in your wake

Shit rubbed in my face

Teething on concrete

Gums bleeding

[Chorus]

Dig, bury me underneath

Everything that I am rearranging

Dig, bury me underneath

Everything that I was slowly changing

[Verse 2]

I struggle in violated space

Sell out motherfuckers in the biz that try to fuck me

Hang from their T's rated P.G. insight

I ain't sellin' my soul when there's nothing to buy

[Pre-Chorus]

I'm livid in my space

Pissing in my face

Fuck you while you try

To fuck me

[Chorus]

Dig, bury me underneath

Everything that I am rearranging

Dig, bury me underneath

Everything that I was, you ain't fuckin' changing me

[Post-Chorus]

Dig, dig, dig, dig

C'mon, motherfucker, dig

C'mon, motherfucker, dig

C'mon, motherfucker, dig

[Bridge]

Let me help you tie the rope around your neck

Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge

Let me help you hold the Glock against your head

Let me help you tie the rope around your neck

Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge

Let me help you hold the Glock against your head

Let me help to chain the weights onto your legs

Get on the plank, fuck

[Chorus]

Dig, bury me underneath

Everything that I am rearranging

Dig, bury me underneath

Everything that I was slowly changing

[Outro]

Wish you were committing suicide

Suckin' on a motherfuckin' tailpipe

Dead man walking on a tight rope

Limbless in the middle of a channel

Bombs away

[Verse 1]

Cold seems crippling

Lame meander through corridors

Aroma's thick with age

Mark off the day

[Refrain]

Reflections of my life are fading

Pull me out of body

Don't want it

Don't want in

Feeble, frail and rotting

Descending

I'm lost in a structure

That's collapsing

Don't want it

Cast into

Maker take the body

Don't want, it wants me

[Verse 2]

Past has found its place

Salvation is no more

Will god accept my peace?

Bleach will pardon me

[Refrain]

Reflections of my life are fading

Pull me out of body

Don't want it

Don't want in

Feeble, frail and rotting

Descending

I'm lost in a structure

That's collapsing

Don't want it

Cast into

Maker take the body

Don't want, it wants me

[Chorus 1]

I just want to run

Fly kites, wrestle, jump and play

Swim through waves that crash to shore

Memories in me, cocooned in misery

[Bridge]

I'm sick and tired

Of embracing reflections of past time

Receive me or cast me away

God, please take me away

Resistance futile, suicidal ideas

I will crucify my own being

Satisfy selfish needs, fuck the deities

Justify my own right to what's waiting for me

On the other side, the time has come

Lock and load

I'm coming (I'm coming)

I'm coming (I'm coming)

I'm coming (I'm coming)

I'm coming home

[Pre-Chorus]

Pull me out of body

Don't want it, don't want in

Pull me out of body

Don't want it, don't want in

Pull me out of body

Don't want it, don't want in

Feeble, frail and rotting

Descending

I'm lost in a structure

That's collapsing

Descending, don't want it

Maker take the body

Don't want it, don't want in

[Chorus 1]

I just want to run

Fly kites, wrestle, jump and play

Swim through waves that crash to shore

Memories in me, cocooned in misery

[Chorus 2]

The darkness overcomes

Soul soars to the other plane

Existence past the door

I sail through purgatory's bay

[Outro]

I asked a god for poison, cradle me

Sown to my dreams, souls searching

Death blossoms where clouds lie over me

Held in God's hands, death blooming

Dark for fear of failure

An inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting

Roiling hate

Death grip in my veins

Unveiling rancid petals flowering forth foul nectar

The space between a blink and a tear

Death blooms

[Intro]

Breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe

Push, push, push, push

[Verse 1]

I lost you, you were my god

Thought "what do I do now"

You were never there for me

Never there to carry me

26 years looking back that time is gone

It was you I believed in

Look what you've done to me

Realize what you've done to me

[Bridge 1]

Oh, God please

Oh, God please

I wanna break

For the life that walked away from me

I can't see going on

In this darkness I'm blind

Beneath my cradle the bough has broke

I exorcise my loss, your lie, the punishment

[Chorus 1]

It takes time

To try to mend the wounds of all the suffering

What do I do now

It's all I'm asking from you please

Send me a sign to

Guide me through the times that lie in front of me

I'll get by

Myself

[Bridge 2]

Look at me now, a piece of shit like you

Look at me now, you left me so fuck you

Look at me now, a piece of shit like you

Look at me now, you left me so fuck you

Everybody leaves me

Everybody's gone

Watch my father leave me

There's nobody left (Feels like I've never been loved)

Everybody leaves me

Never gave a shit about me

Everybody's gone

I'll rot in my head alone

Everybody leaves me (I don't give a fuck about you)

(Go the fuck away)

(I don't give a fuck about you)

Never gave a shit about me (Go the fuck away)

Everybody's gone (I don't give a fuck about you)

(Go the fuck away)

(I don't give a fuck about you)

I'll rot in my head alone (Go the fuck away)

Fucking cocksucker

Fake being

Inside of my heart, you are the liar

Innocence displaced

Institutionalized in my own life, been left

[Verse 2]

Here I stand now and I'm alone

With no one to comfort me

One set of footprints in the sand

No one to take my hand, I'll

I'll walk through as long as I need

I'll drift through my life though I'm alone

Outgrown the cradle that once housed me

And I've found that all I need is

[Refrain]

Me, me, me, me

[Bridge 3]

Found I've never needed you

To push through

All the shit that stacks up inside of my life

Endless plight that circulates through my body

I'll keep stumbling, beating, pummeling

Teething on the rind and renounce my being

I can't see going on

I can't see going on

I can't see going on

I can't see going on

I can't see

I'm too tired

I can't see

I can't see going on

[Chorus 2]

I'm so tired

Of trying to mend the wounds of all my suffering

What do I do now?

It's all I'm asking from you please

Send me a sign

To guide me through the times that lie in front of me

I'll get by

Myself

[Outro]

I can't see going on, fuck it

I can't see going on, fuck it

I can't see going on, fuck it

I can't see going on, fuck it

[Intro]

Cold and silent, soiled face I will wash it all away

With my love, that's all she's ever needed from me

It's my time, to mother

One of my own, in my life

I am so alone, left with no one

In my life, I'm so alone

[Chorus]

Life submissiveness

Hypnotizing the ignorant

A little boy's best friend's always his mother

At least that's what she said

Life of a simple man

Taught that everyone else is dirty

And their love is meaningless

I'm just a soiled dirty boy, just a soiled dirty boy

[Verse 1]

Sheltered life, innocence

Insulated memories, spark reflections of my head

Duality in my consciousness

Caught in the war of hemispheres between the love lost in my head

[Refrain]

Mommy, do you still live inside of me? (Nothing is left for me to gain, my sickness has got to be put away)

I'm so lost in my life without any guiding (Nothing is left for me to gain, my sickness has got to be put away)

Protected me my whole life from everything (Nothing is left for me to gain, this sickness has got to be put away)

Nailed shut the doors to the shrine (Nothing is left for me to gain, this sickness has got to be put away)

To screen your dead eyes from me and my sickness

Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading

Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair with skin upon my face

[Verse 2]

Deliver the remains from her womb of earth (Nothing is left for me to gain, they're coming to take me far away)

Prep the rack and tie up for new love's rebirth (Nothing is left for me to gain, they're coming to take me far away)

Covert understanding of novice surgery (Nothing is left for me to gain, they're coming to take me far away)

I'll focus concentration and only take just what I need (Nothing is left for me to gain, they're coming to take me far away)

[Pre-Chorus]

For sickness I'm masticating

Dancing and masturbating

Celebrate in fields of night

With skin upon my face

[Chorus]

Life submissiveness

Hypnotizing the ignorant

A little boy's best friend's always his mother

At least that's what she said

Life of a simple man

Taught that everyone else is dirty

And their love is meaningless

Life submissiveness

Hypnotizing the ignorant

A little boy's best friend's always his mother

At least that's what she said

Life of a simple man

Taught that everyone else is dirty

And their love is meaningless

I'm so soiled

[Bridge]

If I soak my hands in others blood, am I sick?

If I wash my hands in others blood, am I sick?

If I drench myself in others blood, am I sick?

If I bathe myself in others blood

Blame mother for the sickness

Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading

Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair with skin upon my face

Dance and masturbate in night light by myself

Nothing is left for me to gain

They're coming to take me far away

Nothing is left for me to gain

They're coming to take me far away

Nothing is left for me to gain

They're coming to take me far away

Nothing is left for me to gain

They're coming to take me far away

[Chorus]

Life submissiveness

Hypnotizing the ignorant

A little boy's best friend's always his mother

At least that's what she said

Life of a simple man

Taught that everyone else is dirty

And their love is meaningless

Life submissiveness

Hypnotizing the ignorant

A little boy's best friend's always his mother

At least that's what she said

[Outro]

Life of a simple man

Taught that everyone else is dirty

And their love is meaningless

I'm so soiled

Life of a simple man

Taught that everyone else is dirty

And their love is meaningless

I'm so soiled

Life of a simple man

Taught that everyone else is dirty

And their love is meaningless

I'm so soiled

Soiled

Soiled

Soiled

Soiled

Soiled

Soiled

Soiled

Soiled

Soiled

Soiled

Soiled

Soiled

Soiled

Soiled

Soiled

Soiled

Soiled

Soiled

[Instrumental]

"...of ordinary, human brain chemistry."

"There is a suggestion there, that, uh

Manipulation of neural-humeral compounds

Brain neuro-transmitters, and that sort of thing

May in fact, open the door to, uh, untapped

Areas of human protection, and in this

Portraying, we certainly can't stop, uh..."

[Verse 1]

And we hide behind

Lies, anger, hate they shoo love away

Shells of ourselves outside

Shelters body from culprits of reality

[Bridge]

Come on

Step out!

Of your rind

Assemble strength

Focus

[Pre-Chorus]

Release and run to me you can never look back to the visions from the past

They fade and wilt in time

You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through

Then I'll turn and walk away

[Chorus]

Eclipse you all (Play you! Cut you away!)

(Bleed you! Strip you!) of your states of ain soph aur

Eclipse you all (Play you! Cut you away!)

(Spit up on my plate! Push everything away from me!)

[Verse 2]

And we sever all ties

It creates disruption midst circle of friends

I become sacrifice

Spare your life and leave me to my misery

[Bridge]

Get off the cross!

And save yourself

Run away!

You'll be okay!

[Breakdown]

Run now, get away from me (Run away!)

If I can get my grip, I'll pull you (Don't look back! Don't ask for help!)

Down into the hell I call my head (Intimidate!)

You'll never get away

Sit down in my ugly place (Off the cross!)

And build walls out of fragments (And save yourself!)

From my past of all the people (Don't get sore!)

That I needed and loved that walked away (Get over me!)

[Bridge]

You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through

Then I turn and walk away

[Verse 3]

I walk under clouds of gray

Sphere of storms in my head

I'm trapped again in endless rain

[Bridge]

I divorce the thoughts of you in love with me

I divorce your innocence and my guilt

I divorce the lying sellout confidence

I'm divorcing every motherfuckin' thing

[Breakdown]

I divorce the love bled meaningless

I divorce the makeshift harmony

I divorce the taunting acts of violence

I divorce the pastime of jealousy

I divorce control

I divorce the faith

I divorce the virtue

I divorce the rain

I divorce the excuse

I divorce the greed

I divorce the need

I divorce iniquity in this motherfuckin' bullshit life

Just want it all to go away

Just want to run away to die

Take it

Myself

My life

Textbook fucking mental

Off me and pitch me in a hole

In this motherfuckin' bullshit life

In this fuckin' bullshit life

[Bridge]

I'll always be your shadow

And veil your eyes from states of ain soph aur

I can't be the hero anymore

I spit up on my plate and then I turn and walk away

I spit up on my plate and I disrupt the family

I spit up on my plate as I sever the entity

And I feel your warm sun on my face

Separate

Separate

Separate

Separate!

[Chorus]

(Play you! Cut you away!)

(Bleed you! Strip you!) of your states of ain soph aur

Eclipse you all (Play you! Cut you away!)

(Spit up on my plate! Push everything away from me!)

Eclipse you all (Play you! Cut you away!)

(Bleed you! Strip you!) of your states of ain soph aur

I need you (Play you! Cut you away!)

(It's always been this way! Push everything away from me!)

Eclipse you all (Play you! Cut you away!)

(Bleed you! Strip you!) of your states of ain soph aur

Eclipse you all (Play you! Cut you away!)

(Spit up on my plate! Push everything away from me!)

[Verse 1]

Emotions inside us, troubling

The hatred inside us, escalating

The sickness inside us, keeps you weak

The masses inside of us, suffering, they are bleeding

The calling inside us, sick with greed

The voices calling to us, deafening, we're not listening

[Chorus 1]

Cannot receive the obvious

Line up cattle and cut the necks

Swat at the flies, omit disgust

[Verse 2]

The leaders inside us, posturing

The pollution inside of us, suffocating me

The science inside us, menacing

The will that's inside of us, it's dying, end is coming

[Chorus 2]

Cannot receive the obvious

Line up cattle and cut the necks

Drain us of life and cleanse the mess

[Bridge]

Cleanse the mess, cleanse the mess

Cleanse the mess, cleanse the mess

Wash me off inside

Wash me off inside

We're killing ourselves, we're killing ourselves

We're killing ourselves, killers

God damn, we fucked up the circumstance

Too late to save us from ourselves

Callous minds against trust and confidence

Too late to give a damn now

Too late to save us from ourselves

Too late to make it all go away

Too late to beg pardons from the mother

Too late to give a damn

It's too late to save us from ourselves

It's too late to make it all go away

It's too late to beg pardons from the mother

It's too late to give a damn now we'll sit and wait

Wait, wait, wait for the coming of the end

Wait for the coming, the killing, the ending, the plight of man

Deserving no mercy expelling by god's hand

It's okay, the ending, it's over, no more pain

No more pain, no more pain

Emotion, the hatred, the sickness, the calling

[Chorus 1]

Cannot receive the obvious

Line up cattle and cut the necks

Swat at the flies, omit disgust

[Outro]

Drain us of life and cleanse the mess

[Intro]

Nailed inside my head

Fuck this, I don't need your shit

All the lies deceit and arrogance

Talk your shit like my life is some kinda game

Like you fuckin' know me

Just go far away and be small

Run far away and be small

Go lie in a hole and be small

[Verse 1]

(Thorns) So you want inside of me

(Splinters) So you want a piece of this

(Pushing) So you want to tear me down

(Under my skin) For your own selfish wants and needs

So you want inside of me (They want in)

So you want a piece of this (Sharpened tongue)

So you want to tear me down (To penetrate me)

For your own selfish wants and needs

[Chorus]

If you really think

You got what it takes to be me (To penetrate me)

Then walk a mile in the skin

Of my head case mental being (To penetrate me)

So you want a piece

Of this life that belongs to me (To penetrate me)

Well make a cut on the line

And take a deeper look inside of the freak (To penetrate me)

[Post-Chorus]

That is me

Fucker, come on

[Verse 2]

(Disturb) So you want inside of me

(Searching) So you want a piece of this

(Prying) So you want to tear me down

(Upon my scales) For your own selfish wants and needs

So you want inside of me (To get in)

So you want a piece of this (Lance the core)

So you want to tear me down (To penetrate me)

For your own selfish wants and needs

[Chorus]

If you really think

You got what it takes to be me

Then walk a mile in the skin

Of my head case mental being

So you want a piece

Of this life that belongs to me

Well make a cut on the line

And take a deeper look inside of the freak

[Bridge]

You're under my skin, fuck

Fucking punk ass

Rip

You're under my fucking skin

[Verse 3]

You were there like a punk

Just to get in my face

Wanted in me, wanted to be

Till I gave you a taste

Don't need your goddamn pressure

Frontin' stress, I'm Superman motherfucker

Without the "S" on my chest

Trying to step in my circle I'm leaving you purple and black

On your back, drop your ass like a heart attack

Rippin' through your life like a motherfuckin' hurricane

Fist full of Novocain for the pain

You're nothing

In my life

In my head

You're nothing

In my life

In my head

[Bridge]

Nailed inside my head

You're under my fuckin' skin

[Verse 5]

I have cleansed my life now of the people who pry

And threaten place always in my face

I think it's time for them to

Go away always in my fuckin' space

Always in my scene always in my sight

Always in my way, you're

[Pre-Chorus]

Dead to me

Punk ass fuck

[Chorus]

If you really think

You got what it takes to be me

Then walk a mile in the skin

Of my head case mental being

So you want a piece

Of this life that belongs to me

Well make a cut on the line

And take a deeper look inside of the freak

[Chorus]

If you really think

You got what it takes to be me

Then walk a mile in the skin

Of my head case mental being

So you want a piece

Of this life that belongs to me

Well make a cut on the line

And take a deeper look inside of the freak

8 ContributorsLethal Dosage LyricsI am the sin of man

I ..... so just let me out

I'll be back again

I see through the cracks

To pollute the soil in which you stand

I contaminate what you grow

To be inside of you again

Fertilizing your seed

I've got a riddle for you

I'f you're wise, you'll listen to me

Listen to me

Listen to me

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